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Mario 55, Male, Connecticut, USA - 27 entries

Aug 2010
10:24 PM EDT

A Day Of Deception !

We don't really know each other ? If we did there would be a mutual consensus; Communication is the succesful key to any business partnership; If I don't know you how am I going to do business with you ? We all need to work together on this no one is an island in this life; Everyone needs each other in order to point where to go ! A day of deception in my view because no one really knows who is legitimate and who is not ? It's a game of chance out there; A chance to either live or die !

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aconfusedmotherandwife 37, Female, Iowa, USA - 2 entries

Aug 2010
9:09 AM EST

I don't know what to do i love my husband with all of my heart but i keep thinking about my 2 ex and i just don't want to lose my husband what should i do?

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Mario 55, Male, Connecticut, USA - 27 entries

Aug 2010
3:54 PM EDT

A Day Of Deception !

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morninglaurie 71, Female, Indiana, USA - 9 entries

Aug 2010
1:23 PM EDT

not yet and still waiting

August 25th I got called over to District office today to work on more paper work....I had to pay $27.00 for tb test and $20.00 for fingerprinting. I am supposed to get scheduled for a physical but they haven't called yet. The only thing I am worried about is the lifting test...I can lift and carry my grandchildren so I am praying that this will be ok. I got a call from the Grille this morning to go back to work and I could but nooooo I don't want to....Vickie said the new girl already quit saying the work was too strenous and yea I agree. I trust God that HE will put me back to work at the Grille and heal all connections,.

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Abhijeet 53, Male, India - 44 entries

Aug 2010
10:41 PM I

Roller Coaster

Today i did �a Roller Coaster. I was up as usual at 5 in the morning however not knowing that i will be enjoying a great ride. Dad was seen moving from one room to the other, appeared as if he was hunting the slippers which he often forgets. This time it was a whole lot big cradle kinda stuff that he pulled out and then without much caution he lifted me and there i drowned uncomfortably in the Black looking monster. Dad got back to work and his roving hands were trying something or the other. Finally he got the lever right and there i was in a lying position. I was all set for my first longest journey in the PRAM, that is what they call. It felt great with the speeding gush of wind and the trees passing by. I enjoyed my rounds in my society perhaps for the first time. I liked it much and am made to understand that , it would be a common feature now.�

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jroberts1941 82, Male, Kentucky, USA - 50 entries

Aug 2010
6:36 PM CST

If you're discouraged, turn it around by remembering God teaches you patience during delay. Ask him

Ask God to transform your discouragement into patience.

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keonyama96 31, Female, Kansas, USA - 191 entries

Aug 2010
6:42 PM EDT

1st week of my jr. Year went awesome!

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jroberts1941 82, Male, Kentucky, USA - 50 entries

Aug 2010
6:14 AM CST

If you're discouraged, turn it around by remembering God teaches you patience during delay. Ask him

Ask God to transform your discouragement into patience.

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kate 57, Female, United Kingdom - 11 entries

Aug 2010
10:22 PM GMT

Tried on my summer dress tonight. I like it. I've lost a 5 pounds in the last couple of weeks. It shows!

Tags: clothes

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auxilary25 41, Female, California, USA - 32 entries

Aug 2010
5:18 PM EDT

Just Friends??? Seriously...Does that exist??

So we've been talking for 3 weeks now...we hang out once a weekend so that he can spend time with the baby and we text all day everyday. We've chosen to be "just friends" because we aren't sure whether we can get along. We know we LOVE each other but getting along is a different story. After we split our families were torn apart and now he doesn't want to talk to my family and vice versa.

He says he wants to see what happens and take things slow..Fine...but then he's texting me "I Love u," "I miss you" and gets mad if I don't say it back...he says I'm dramatic that just because we aren't a couple doesnt mean we can't say those things if that's how we feel. We wants to hold my hands sometimes when we go out and he'll give me a pop kiss...we made out one time but I had to stop it because I thought we were just trying to be coparents??? We weren't supposed to be more than friends?? Now he's kissing me??

He gets jealous when I get online...he still has my pics up on his myspace account. It's a very confusing process for me..I've tried hard to separate myself because I can't just be his friend while talking to him constanty. I wanted to marry this guy for crying out loud! With time I'm sure I'll adjust...he tells me "don't u see how sweet I am to u and how much I love you?"....He hates the idea of me talking to other guys or dating and has made it clear he has no intention of doing so now. If it happens along the way then it happens...

I don't get it...how can we be friends but say these things to each other??? He walks me to my car after work and calls me several times to check up on me...text me gnite & gmorning..skype @ night....it's hard because I feel that we are starting a relationship yet we aren't?? When we hang out it's for like 10 hours...I get home @ 2 am...He's made it clear we can't have sex @ all because he doesn't want to get more emotionally attached to me...

Can we seriously just be friends??? What is this? It's so hard because I was dying before without hm...I was full of hate. Now I'm happy when he calls I love how he's treating me yet I'm petrified because I know what he's like...I know how he acts when he loses his temper and I wish he'd go back to therapy...I'm hoping that if we keep being friends I can slowly convince him....He keeps looking @ himself in the mirror everywhere we go so I know that he hasn't changed. I see it...I know deep down he's the same guy who cared only of himself. He's bought only 1 pack of pampers in 3 weeks...2 dreses...4 pairs of sock...1 pair of sandals....big improvement so thank u God. I just can't wait till he starts contributing to half her expenses...half her food..milk..diapers...wipes...the basic at least. I've seen him with new clothes and shoes and that bothers me cuz it's like damn u tell everyone how much u love ur daughter yet u don't bust ur ass to provide for her. u have over 40 shirts for work..y buy yet ANOTHER ONE when ur daughter keeps growing and needs clothes that fits???

I'm trying to let this go but it stays in the back of my mind like a wall....I won't open the door to any relationship with him until he gets help, provides for our daughter...and truly starts supporting himself. I want him to get a career go back to school or something so he can earn more $$ I'm going to graduate soon and I don't want to be with a man that'll live off of me because he doesn't try hard enough...it's fine if I make more than him but he's got a good income to support our home too..I don't want to support his luxuries..I wil give our daughter and my mom my $$ he can spend his own...

W/e We'll see what happens...I just hope he's not using me to soften up the custody battle..

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